A voice comes down from on high

This dense and lovely poem begins with the theme that a single person’s prayer cannot adequately praise God, even if he is a prophet and even if God demands his prayer. Evoking the biblical Moses and his resistance to God’s call, this Moses (Ibn Ezra) dwells on his own mixed feelings about the sufficiency of his words. Intended for recitation as a morning prayer, it captures the experience of waking early and traveling to the synagogue.

A voice comes down from on high, speaking to my ears at night.
The voice shatters cedars and awakens the sleepers in the grave.
The voice speaks itself toward me,1 “Arise, and exert effort mightily!”
I answer, “I am heavy of mouth. How can I be mighty, or compose words?
I know not how to speak, for I am a lad!”
In the service of the awesome God, I have arisen in awe to worship.
Light was not yet shining. I woke in the wee hours.
My soul is bound up with You. I bring it as my gift.
It sees no image of You, but Your voice, calling out—
I hear it! I fear! For I am naked.
The dawn, the daybreak, and its night2—I have awoken on His account.
I have hastened to support His portion,3 to grasp the hem of His coat.
It is sweet in His sweet portion, my portion in His palace.4
And when I stand in His presence, I am moved by His glory.5 
I said, “Please, Lord! I am not a man of words!”
Lo, my thoughts fear you, O right hand of God, when they see you.
They trust in you, and please you, for only in their midst do they find you.
They cling to you, do not leave you, and they lift you up on wings of song.
But they deceive you with the mouth; they fail when they call upon you.
For indeed, I am heavy of mouth and heavy of tongue.
Translated by Gabriel Wasserman.
Engage with this Source

This dense and lovely poem begins with the theme that a single person’s prayer cannot adequately praise God, even if he is a prophet and even if God demands his prayer. Evoking the biblical Moses and his resistance to God’s call, this Moses (Ibn Ezra) dwells on his own mixed feelings about the sufficiency of his words. Intended for recitation as a morning prayer, it captures the experience of waking early and traveling to the synagogue.

Read more

You may also like